THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY MORALS
I HAVE EXCLUDED MYSELF THIS TIME
WHAT IM ABOUT TO DISSCLOSE
THIS ADDICTION REALLY
SOMEONE WHO HAVE EXPERINCED LUST TURN LOVE WILL EVER KNOW
SO WHILE I SIT HERE LEGS OPEN WIDE NEXT TO MY POISEN
BREAST EXPOSED**** PULSATING
SMELL OF SEX UPUN MY BREATH
IN NEED OF HIS DRUGS
WHICH AROUSE FEELINGS AND EVOKE THOUGHTS
AND WHY WITH HIM,MY POISEN
AM I SPECTUARLY BORED
DAYDREAMING WITH MY LOVER TO HAVE JUST A HIT
IM CHASED BY A HORRIBLE THING A STRANDED ADDICTION
THERE WAS A TIME I REMEMBERED WHAT HAPPINESS WAS
I MUST WAIT FOR MOON TO TURN SUN TO ESCAPE TO A LOVER
WHO BARELY REMEMBER'S MY FACE
BECAUSE YOU,THIS ADDICTION I CHASE
TONITE WILL BE ANOTHER MEMORY
EAGER WITH YOU TO STAY
BREAKING MY  LOVER'S HEART WAS NOT MY INTENTIONS
IM PLANNING TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HIM
WHILE SHARING ETERNITY WITH YOU
IM OPTIMASTIC AT THIS POINT
FUNNY HOW TACTLESS,AND TASTELESS I HAVE BECOME OVER THIS PERIOD
CHASING THIS ADDICTION
THIS ADDICTION IS MIND RECKIN TO ME
MY LOVR IS AS SELFISH AS ME
HAS TO BE
FOR MAKING HIS BLINDINESS A HANDICAP, OR JUST FEAR OF NOT HAVING ME AROUND OR COULD HE BE SECRETLY JOINING ME,OR WAITING FOR ME TO FINISH
QUIETLY
BUT I'LL PUT IT THE SIMPLINCE WAY I KNOW HOW
MY HEART,SOUL AND BODY BELONG'S TO MY ADDICTION
MY PROMISE,STUTURE,HOME RESIDES IN MY LOVER........
YOU CHOSE

I call you at my own risk
only to get dis
the intensity to split my wrist
lingers and still exist
off in this last sip
drunk off all my bullshit
yes all my bullshit
i could be next to you in my bed slip
kissing your lips
legs wrapped around your erogence piece
but my bullshit never seem to cease
instead im sitting at the bar with a busted lip
you dont deserve this ****
to be wrapped up in all my bullshit
blade in my right hand
every ounce of blood spilled is going to be about you
the shoes i wear before you is not my shoes
it's a uphill battle
tangled in my blues
its kills me to suffocate you
 when sipping the yac
its no looking back
espeacailly when my hairs down my back
i come home drunk smelling like a SKUNK
making sure never to wake you up
with **** on my breath
still i want to ****
such a selfish ****
dam i dont even give a ****
but the truth you always seem to duck
i guess thats why i just got touched up
stumbling accross the room
overly focusing on a dail tone
back at this silly **** payphone
hollaring out at the drunked crowd
WOULD YALL JUST SHUT THE **** UP
come on baby please pick up
i love you so much
and im sorry it was the way i was brought up
with smell of pain on my lip
i slid down the wall taking my last
sip of my spit and melted ice
thinking
dam its always something to my BULLSHIT!