So Special   ©2008
 
 

He was so special to me
Sometimes I wonder how this could be
My heart skips when he is near
But I have no reason to fear for I thought that he would be there
It's hard to understand how one can love you so
Then turn around and say I have to let you go
Love is crazy, sometimes unkind
Devastating at times....
I write from within, sometimes I reach for a friend only to find out its
Only me in the end
He said he loves me, but this can not be
But why say you love me, and then set me free
I want to be held like the sky holds the sun
I want to be held like stars in the sky
This is crazy, so so crazy
A man can make you feel like your his one and only lady
Make you want to be there for him and carry his baby
Amazing, how a day can flip into night
When some things just don't seem right
Sometimes crazy is a lesson learned
You have to let go... so you don't continue to burn
My heart is so lonely inside
My skin longs for the sensual touch of him
Can the mind truly comprehend He captivated my mind and my heart
My heart was a gift that I trusted to give
I presented this gift while there was still a lock in place
I gave him the key and said this I give to you
To love me and care for me
But hold it dear I proclaimed, because it has been tarnished and burned
He said you can trust me baby, I love you
I will hold it dear to my heart
Let me be the one to show you where to start
Let me love you by taking you down and seductively pleasing you from
Your head to your toes
From your nose to your elbows
From your heart to your soul

Baby I got you he said
Yes oh yes I said
Releasing all parts of me from my mind to my lips from the top of my head, All the way to my finger tips
Oh yes, oh yes
He is the one
But was I wrong ?
He was so special to me
I loved him so, but he hurt me and said this can never be
See how I say love is crazy
But still so amazing
Back to the lock and key that I had before
Back to the words of a healing heart
When you tell yourself no more and I have to be smarter than before
I have to stand back and take my time and face the reali - ty
But always remind myself that I am so special to me

Original Poetry ALT aka Sophisticated 1 © 2008