How come when when my walls are up

I find someone like you

Now my walls are down …im scared and don’t know what to do

I refuse to go through the same bullshit as I did the last

That’s why I want my future to be my future and my past to be my past

One lie to me is one lie to many

I learn to forgive but I don’t forget any

So if you wanna be with me you need to show me its true

Because once im gone im gone for good till then im here for u

Yea the hurt I have , yea its still there it’ll take a while for me to notice that you care

I wanted to leave you alone at least that’s what my mind told me

But once my heart began to speak that’s what began to hold me

I pictured myself leavin you alone

But my eyes saw regret the regret of the unknown

The regret of not giving you the chance that you deserve

If I trusted you maybe I could build up the nerve

The nerve to let you in to the woman I can be

The strong woman every man needs to succeed

When I look at you its like I see so much of me

That’s why I fell for you, fell so easily

Im gonna think slow with my heart and quick with my mind

Cuz if I think to much with heart …..im putting it on the line

That’s the reason I keep a little distance a distance between me and u

Im scared that if I get to close I won’t know what to do……………