I'm not

I'm hurt in this longsome world

Everything's just

Black....black....BLACK!

I'm scared,

Where do I go?

Were do I run?

Who do I tell?

 Here she goes grabbing me again.

I can't cry now who will hear?

She'll beat once again.

 My body knows but it's to scared, she'll try to kill me.

She beats me unconditionally it hurt, please stop! Is all I yell but what does she care.

 She never stops until she's out of breath.

Then I run but never get any where.  She's my own soul

I yell

Help...help! But no ones there

Help... HELPPP'....

As I lose my breath then fall as she stands over me thrusting a knife in me.

 I'm dead, IM DEAD?

It can't be oh no

 I'm not...

 I'm not dead

Thank God I'm not, because it was only a

DREAM! 

 By; Roberta L. Harris

Why

Why does love hurts?

Why does when I think to say I love you fear hovers above

Why??

Why does fear has to be it covers the mind body and soul with a thick blanket that's hard to remove?

Why do I love you?

Why???

Why am I afraid to love be with you, trust you, hold you, kiss you and think about you?

Is it because I don't want to hurt you or me anymore than I already will if I don't tell you how I feel?

Why does life and love have to be so complicated?

Why????