i have been going through alot of things in the past 4 months thats why i havent been on here at all. im back now im taking it one day at a a time. if u want 2 hit me upon my email cuz i dont be on here like that here it is missyjaycan@yahoo.com or www.my
There are some things in life u meant to do an some things u not meant to do,ask urself do u really want to look back an say damn i miss him poems are an extension of pain therefore i dont bother writing em anymore tkae care(sweet dreamz) ~FATE
the way i feelfor you will never change. you obviously dont see that its weird cuz i like you and will do anything for you. you already know that anywayz but i guess you wouldnt understand me. you see only the outer me but the inside you dont see. as easy as it is for me to forget about u i cant. im not crazy or nothing like that. i really can t be happy unless im with you. i know i said it alot but regardless of what we have been through thogether i still love you. my heart wont let me move on with my life forget all the people i know their nothing 2 me. i know you got your own stuff. im happy for you. you have your own place your making your life work 4 you. im really proud of you.believe it or not you say that you hate the fact that you havent seen me i feel the same way for you.i wonder if there will ever be a "us' at all in this lifetime. no matter who i try to go out with my heart wont let me. you make me happy. i usually dont like writing poems or whatever u call this. i feel like crying cuz it hurts but im not. all of the things you said i remember most of them. am i wrong for telling you all of this? im going 2 try 2 get that tatto you told me about. no b.s.! ill understand if you dont feel the same way about me like i do for you. being single is cool but being without that special someone isnt easy. im done writng now. all of this is what i had 2 tell you.
Thursday, October 25, 2007, 02:29 PM EST [General]
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